John 6:20

But Jesus, upon noticing their suddenly petrified state, speaks above the surrounding noise and says, “Don’t be afraid, it’s me!”  John 6:20 EFP

I can’t help but wonder why the disciples are frightened by Jesus’ appearance that night.  You would have thought they would have been relieved to see him, considering their plight.  But somehow, rather than rejoicing over their Master’s sudden appearance, they are petrified!  Let’s be clear: the previous verse says they knew it was Jesus.  So why would fear be their response?

Could it be, as is the case when God went looking for the wayward couple in Eden, they are afraid because they also know they should not have wandered off without their Master?  Had the disciples left in a huff after seeing Jesus rebuff the people’s effort to crown him king?  Now their behavior is more than a bit embarrassing and as a result their situation considerably precarious.  Whatever the case, Jesus gives no mention to their hissy-fit. He simply says, “Don’t be afraid. It’s me!” 

Those words are music to my ears.  When I reach the end of my rope or have run out of options and now face the consequences of my own folly, those words, “don’t be afraid, Ruben, it’s me, and I’m here for you” rush over me like a soothing breeze and envelope me in the comforting cover of grace.  My fear is transformed into a warm assurance that God knows my condition and has come to find me, rescue me and save me.  I say “amen” to that!