Friday, October 17, 2014

John 6:30

The people query, “If that’s the case, show us a sign—perform some miracle for us, so that we can see it and then we can believe what you say.”  John 6:30 EFP

Oh, oh!  This can’t possible end well now.  Just when I am beginning to have hope in the masses…they pull the “miracle card” on Jesus.  I get the feeling they (and by “they” I refer to the spokespeople, still clinging to the belief there are some in the crowd that are honestly seeking truth) are showing their true colors.  “Show us a sign” they say.  “Do a couple of tricks for us, Jesus.  Maybe that ‘loaves and fish’ trick again.  Then we will have evidence on which to base our belief in you…to honor God, of course.”

God says, “Believe in my son” and I ask for evidence…a sign.  God makes it simple.  I ask God to give me a miracle as a down payment on my faith in him.  It sounds pretty crass when couched in that language; you think that has never been the case with me?  “I want to believe, God, but give me a sign or something….”  I want evidence on which to hang my “faith hat.”  It must break God’s heart to hear me say or think things like that.  What if he asked me for evidence that I was a worthy risk, worthy of his sacrifice?  “I want to save you, Ruben, but I am not sure you are going to pan out.  Give me something to work with and then we’ll talk.”  God believes in me in spite of the risk.  I am a bad bet, but he risks it all on me anyway.  He’s counting on me to come through for him, but it’s not the basis of his investment in me.  How is it that I cannot believe; and trust God with the evidence when he’s ready to give it to me?  It comes back to believing that Jesus is the Son of God.  It makes all the difference if it’s true.  If it’s not, then nothing matters in the end.  I choose to believe!

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