John 6:60

The words Jesus speaks do not land lightly on the ears of his hearers.  Many of his disciples say, “This is difficult stuff!  Who will be able to accept it?” John 6:60 EFP

Well, the first question that comes to mind when I read this passage is, “Who is included in the reference to the ‘disciples’?”  Does John refer to the band of brothers who follow Jesus everywhere?  Is the reference to the larger group that includes all the people who have been following him, including the ones who came from the “other side of the sea”?  Either way it is a significant response to the words Jesus has just spoken in the synagogue.

I had always attributed these words to the crowd.  I believe it is a valid association based on the larger context, but today I see it a bit differently.  I see things from the perspective of the inner circle of Jesus’ followers consider the repercussions of this discourse to the people.  No doubt Jesus has made some pretty challenging declarations.  He makes some allusions to flesh and blood.  He makes some claims to being the real Bread of Life.  He describes some pretty graphic behavior.  And ultimately he calls for a deep and complete level of commitment to Him and his claims.

This is tough stuff!  This is not a message for the double-minded.  Are the hard-core followers of Jesus wondering the impact these words will have on the larger group of followers?  Are they concerned that some might be put off by the intensity of the imagery?  Are they projecting back onto themselves?  I am.  This is hard core.  It is hard to understand.  It is hard to internalize.  It is hard to imagine.  Why am I having this reaction to the words?  Do I doubt myself?  Do I question my commitment?  I consider myself a disciple of Christ.  Do I wonder how the Gospel will be accepted when it comes across as harsh and demanding?  Do I see my weakness and fail to see the power of God at work in and around me?  Help me, Lord!