It is not often the disciples speak up and question Jesus’ plans. Considering how things turned out for Peter the time he questioned Jesus’ graphic depiction of his fate (Matthew 16:22-23), it makes sense they would be somewhat reticent to do so. But that does not stop them from submitting some queries regarding the sensibility of traveling back to Jerusalem.
They bring up the danger they recently left behind. They specifically mention the stoning he had narrowly avoided during his last visit to the City of David. Their question, “Are you seriously going back?” is almost a rhetorical one. It makes no sense on so many levels! Lazarus’ sickness is not serious, according to his previous statement. It’s a long way back. They are in a safe place right where they are. Jerusalem is a death sentence for Jesus, and perhaps for them as well.
That sounds like me. When God calls me to go with him to a place that does not seem appealing or inviting, I begin to question the wisdom of going in that direction. The fear of rejection. The disdain for ridicule. The risk of verbal, if not physical, abuse. It is not always comfortable to be a witness. But if I am called to love others as Jesus loves me, then that is a call to surrender all. Oh, Lord! I am such a weak Christian. Why did you choose me to lead? I make such a better follower! I am so much more comfortable in the shadows of anonymity. Have mercy on me!
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