Monday, October 14, 2013

John 4:18

“The fact is although you’ve had five husbands, you are presently living with one who isn’t.  So, yes, you are technically telling the truth when you say you don’t have a husband.” John 4:18 EFP

Boom!  Can you imagine what races through the woman’s mind when Jesus utters these words?  Does she gasp?  Does she have one of those “let the earth open up and swallow me” moments?  Do her eyes well up with tears of embarrassment?

I’d like to think that Jesus speaks in such a way that it makes her smile sheepishly.  Like a very much loved little girl caught at the wrong time with her hands in the cookie jar of cookies meant for her.  She knows at that moment that she is guilty as charged, but she does not feel threatened or afraid.  The Samaritan’s heart is pounding and her brow is glistening under the bright noonday sun, but it is not out of fear, but out of excitement.

There is a holy fear invading her soul.  Like the guilty pair in the garden hiding from their Loving Creator, so the woman now stands before the one who knows her best and loves her most, disarmed, defenseless, but unlike the fallen couple, I don’t think she feels afraid.  His point is not to frighten her, but to let her know that she didn’t need to play games.  He knows!  Everything!  But he is not there to condemn but to save her. Boy, the grief I could save myself, if I could only grasp that concept, and internalize it.  God is here with me, there is no need to hide; he is not on a search and destroy mission—he’s on a search and rescue mission for me!

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