Wednesday, July 17, 2013

John 2:13

While they are in Capernaum, and seeing that the time for the Jewish Passover was at hand, Jesus travels to Jerusalem.  John 2:13

We can only speculate how long Jesus spends in Capernaum with his family and friends.  I would have liked to have been there just to see what Jesus did with his leisure time.  What did he talk about with the people he knew best?  What did he do when he was not in the role of Messiah?  He had obviously taken a significant step in Cana towards officially setting his ministry in motion.  But the crowds have not materialized yet.  The demands that would weigh on him are still a thing of the future.  He is still Jesus among friends.  He knows his mission, but the reality of the opposition and the trials leading to his death are still beyond the horizon.  What was Jesus' life before the full weight of his special role fell on his shoulders?  Did he laugh and share stories with his friends, before he became the "man of sorrows"?  His life was still simple and peaceful....

Then Passover shows up on the radar.  Jesus had been attending Passover in Jerusalem for 18 years.  His understanding of the meaning of Passover had grown and crystalized over time as he passed from adolescence to adulthood.  But now, at the dawn of his ministry, he must have realized that every event from that day on would inevitably lead to the ultimate sacrifice.  Passover will never be the same again.  Everything is different now.  Every event, every conversation, every person is a marker on the road to Moriah, where God would provide the Lamb that takes away the sin of the world.

It moves me to think that Jesus, even at this early juncture of his ministry, could have chosen to stay in Capernaum with his friends and family.  It would have been so easy to make the choice to avoid the path that would lead to his passion and ultimate death-- violent and agonizing.  But today's text is quite clear, "Jesus goes to Jerusalem."  He doesn't stay away.  He didn't avoid the city that would condemn him and hang him on a cruel cross.  He makes an early statement and faces his fears.  Once the lot is cast; once he steps into the city, no longer as Citizen Jesus, but as Jesus the Anointed One, his life will never be the same.  But he goes anyway.  What thoughts race through his mind as he takes every step that leads him from Galilee to Judea; from Capernaum to Jerusalem?  I wonder his demeanor.  I marvel at his love.  I am awed and blown away by his willingness to do what needed to be done to "seek and save" the lot of us.  I am not worthy, but I am forever thankful.

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